Death note.

They were strangers to me until they become apart of my life journey.

I dont even know them. Benda ni semua mula since aku dilantik jadi SPR. I don't even ask for this post and dont even want to. Yes , i admit that i was enjoy doing my job as ketua biro filtrasi. But things changed. It turns upside down.

Okay , here it is.

I met Fikri for the first time during the debat training. Yes , at first , he is the junior that i the most for some reasons. Haha , but. People changed. I changed. I open up my mind. I open up my heart and i think i open it up to someone who deserve it. Fikri used to be my calon bwp and now he's not. But aku bersyukur gila at least he got a post here. The problem is not him but his friend.

Honestly i dont want to write this but i have to. I dont want to keep it anymore. Its suffocating me. I met people. Faiz.

Yes , he's totally a hell and also a heaven. But who cares. I care. This guy changed my life. I turned up to be someone that i dont want to. I HAVE TO.

I am someone who dont simply fall for people either in friendship or love. It is so sucks when you give urself easily to someone. Think about it. You build up ur own stand and its not took a day to build it up. You have to stand for urself. You dont need time to build it. What you really need are experiences. You have to fall back down and please. Stand up back. Yes , i have to say that i met faiz also for reasons. He's one of the bwp and guess what. Im one of the people who pushed him so hard. Well , that WAS me.

So one day , let me summarize the story hehe. He got mad and said everything to me. Yes. Everything. I was like seriously this is faiz? Haha. Yes definitely he is. Then , i learned that it was me who should alter my own ego. Well , i did it ((kot)). Lets not talk about this because i forgave him and all of them(( lets start a new life)) .

14/7/15. Published ;)