Arafah .

May Allah bless this tears , bismillah.

O Allah , the Almighty ,

Take a good care of my family , my friends , my sahabat , my parents and my life. Protect them from any danger and harm dear Allah. I love them. Thank you Allah for make them exist not in this world but in my world , my life. Thank you.

O Allah , the Greatest One full with Forgiveness

Forgive all my fault , all my parents fault and their negligence , all my friends' fault. Forgive all my sahabat. Only to you and the only one I can beg. Bring us to the right path. Guide me , my parents and my sahabat to the light. Also , give hidayah to your slaves who still walking on the wrong path , the path lead to your Jahannam. O Allah , please.

Dear Allah the one who gives love , hatred , happiness and tears ,

Bless my life. Grant me and people around me with happiness. Give us strong heart to face any of your tests. Protect us from sadness. Thank you Allah for everything. On this Arafah , i beg you. Begging you please hear my dua and grant my wish. O Allah , keep this bond , my friendship bond , family bond till your Jannah, not until my death. Indeed , i love them because of You. Ana uhibbukum fillah :)

Ya Allah , lindungilah ibubapa aku. Panjangkan umur dorang. Ya Allah , lindungilah aku dari segalaaa kemungkaran. Kau lindungilah sahabat aku dari segalaaaa kejahatan , kau kurniakanlah kesihatan yang baaaik untuk kami ya Allah.. Kekalkan lah hubungan persahabatan aku dengan sahabat aku sehingga ke Jannatul Firdaus kau , kekalkan lah. Walau pun kami gaduh , kau eratkanlah lagi hubungan kami. Sungguh , lindungilah aku daripada mencintai manusia bukan kerana kau. Terima kasih Allah , kau bagi sahabat ni dalam hidup aku. Kau bagi keluarga ni dalam hidup aku. Kau kuatkan aku. Kau kuatkanlah hati ibu bapa aku , hati guru aku , hati sahabat aku.

Murahkan lah rezeki kami. Rezeki keluarga aku , kawan aku. Give us a good health

Terima kasih , kau wujudkan mereka. Dua tahun sangaaaaat tak cukup ya Allah, kekalkan lah hubungan kami. Terima kasih kau hadirkan rakan sekelas aku,  haziq , arip , mirani , yah , rai , hani , afiq , zakwan , semuaaaa lah. Terima kasih kau temukan aku dengan Amir. Sebab , kau juga campakkan hafiz , muhaimin , firdaus , adib semuaaaaaaaa. Biarlah dorang tak sayang aku , kau maha Adil ☺. Aku sayang kawan aku !

Ya Allah , kau dengarlah doa aku. Lindungilah aku dari sifat riak. Amin.

23Sept15 , Arafah Day, 1858. Publish .

Hi :)

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone hahaha.

So its been a while since i have not update any of my life story huh. Well dua bulan kot tak balik rumah. Say what? Eleh padahal boleh je blogging kat maktab , saja tak tunjuk. Btw , i got a lot bunch ton basket of stories. Unlucky , i also got no listeners , and im okay . smile.

Sebenarnya tak nak cakap pun pasal benda ni and even tak pernah pun mention kat dalam blog pasal nama nama ni. Well , people come and go. So we met a lot of their species kan huhu. We got liar , fake friends, backstabbers, too honest, emotional, egoistic, kind, friendly, awkward and so on. I bet you can list it by urself thank you. Back to the story , im well known as the most sensitive guy in some people's life. Not too sensitive by the way. Aku biasa je((kot)). Hmm.

Well the part that I hate the most is to admit and say that im the one who got an ego with this big ((make your hand as wide as you can)). Come on , stop this shit.

Can't you see the things that ive done? Bukan nak mengungkit and i really don't want to. Tapi cuba lah sedar apa yang aku dah buat. I sacrifice almost everything kot. But is this what i get from trying? Bukan nak emo ke apa tapi bila kita gaduh ke apa ke , semua kata salah aku dulu and im the one who should begging for their apologies. Like semua salah aku and im the one who alter my ego. Oh that's good ?

But , i really appreciate our friendship. Aku tak sangka langsung that you guys would be this important to my life. Yes , i had no idea how much you would be this important since we met. Well kuasa Allah kan , siapa boleh halang. Haha lawak kan hidup ni.

Tak sampai dua tahun pun kenal. Tapi aku sayang gila korang. But , dear self , have you ever wonder how much your importance in their life ? How many times they think of you? Is there same goes on how frequent you think of them? Every second every minute every day. This is sooo suck when you valued your friendship too much. Never mind , i am a firm believer that Allah is fair in doing His job. So i don't think you guys would take me for granted. Haih. But please , don't make things become worst. Im tired. There's a long journey to go and here i cried to god begging him for not letting any of us go. I mean i want you guys , my family together in the Allah's jannah.
Amin.

22Sept15 0413 , publish.

Imagination.

Oh there she goes again,
Every morning its the same,
You walk on by my house,
I wanna call out your name.
I wanna tell you how beautiful you are from where Im standing,
You got me thinking what we could be cause,

I keep craving , craving , you don't know it but it's true,
Can't get my mouth to say the words they wanna say to you.
This is typical of love.
Can't wait anymore wont wait .
I need to tell you how i feel when i see us together forever.

In my dreams, you're with me.
We'll be everything i wanna us to be.
And from there , who knows maybe this will be the night that we kiss for the first time or is that just me and my imagination.

We walk we laughed we spent our time,
Walking by the ocean side,
My hands are gently intertwined,
The feeling i just can't describe.
All the time we spent alone, thinking we cannot belong to something so damn beautiful, so damn beautiful.

What do you mean?

4/9/15 published .