Hi :)

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone hahaha.

So its been a while since i have not update any of my life story huh. Well dua bulan kot tak balik rumah. Say what? Eleh padahal boleh je blogging kat maktab , saja tak tunjuk. Btw , i got a lot bunch ton basket of stories. Unlucky , i also got no listeners , and im okay . smile.

Sebenarnya tak nak cakap pun pasal benda ni and even tak pernah pun mention kat dalam blog pasal nama nama ni. Well , people come and go. So we met a lot of their species kan huhu. We got liar , fake friends, backstabbers, too honest, emotional, egoistic, kind, friendly, awkward and so on. I bet you can list it by urself thank you. Back to the story , im well known as the most sensitive guy in some people's life. Not too sensitive by the way. Aku biasa je((kot)). Hmm.

Well the part that I hate the most is to admit and say that im the one who got an ego with this big ((make your hand as wide as you can)). Come on , stop this shit.

Can't you see the things that ive done? Bukan nak mengungkit and i really don't want to. Tapi cuba lah sedar apa yang aku dah buat. I sacrifice almost everything kot. But is this what i get from trying? Bukan nak emo ke apa tapi bila kita gaduh ke apa ke , semua kata salah aku dulu and im the one who should begging for their apologies. Like semua salah aku and im the one who alter my ego. Oh that's good ?

But , i really appreciate our friendship. Aku tak sangka langsung that you guys would be this important to my life. Yes , i had no idea how much you would be this important since we met. Well kuasa Allah kan , siapa boleh halang. Haha lawak kan hidup ni.

Tak sampai dua tahun pun kenal. Tapi aku sayang gila korang. But , dear self , have you ever wonder how much your importance in their life ? How many times they think of you? Is there same goes on how frequent you think of them? Every second every minute every day. This is sooo suck when you valued your friendship too much. Never mind , i am a firm believer that Allah is fair in doing His job. So i don't think you guys would take me for granted. Haih. But please , don't make things become worst. Im tired. There's a long journey to go and here i cried to god begging him for not letting any of us go. I mean i want you guys , my family together in the Allah's jannah.
Amin.

22Sept15 0413 , publish.