2014 Part Two .

I used to see crying as a weakness. And i tried so hard to never cry for so long. I can't anymore. I want to , just want to show others how do i feel most of the time , but i just unable to.

Thank you Allah. You taught me many things bout life. About people. About siapa kawan siapa setan. About kenapa perlunya ada perpisahan. So here it is , people. Yeah i do have people who always support me bila aku nak buat keputusan ke apa ke. Aku tanya dulu dorang ni ha. Team aku ni ha , intanisa lol. Well actually ada lagi , yang selalu contact aku lah . hmm. Tah la. Rasa cam pejam celik dah setahun dah lalu. Dah setahun dapat survive tanpa mereka mereka ni ha. Batch penghulu 98'. Biar lah dorang tak sayang aku ke apa ke yang penting aku sayang dorang. Haha.

Taiping. You're such a ughhh very bala betul tapi nasib baik. Nasib baik jumpa manusia yang faham apa tu friendship. Apa itu bond . apa itu sayang . apa itu kawan apa itu sahabat. Well Allah do puts me in a very hard condition. Bila orang yang kita sayang , kita kena letak belakang. Tinggalkan. Hmm. Nevermind , life goes on. I found people who don't underestimate me much haha thank you. But i do miss the old people. The old me. Haha.

Thank you Haziq , kau kasi aku disiplin haha. Aku cam envy ah orang yang selalu buat benda awal awal haha so i followed you. Bangun awal em em em at least i tried ok hahahaha tah la dari maktab lama tak suka bangun awal haha. And haziq ajar aku english hahaha ye ke lol. Tah lah sejak kau masuk taiping en well kau second intake yang genius , aku cam inspire gak nak speak in English so i do. Hewhew . Kita dah ah banyak rahsia banyak gosip hahahaha dah ah tak nak describe sini malu aku.

Safwan mekasih sebab teman aku dari form one lagi lohhh hahaha tup tup dah lima tahun kawan ngan hang hahaha even kita cam dah bawa haluan masing masing but still jadi gila en hahaha wishing that our friendship will last forever muah sikit.

Well intan and nisa . birthday kalian tak lama lagi so nanti usha lah post that I'll make okay hahaha aduh tak sangka aku boleh rindu keling cam korang ni ha hahahaha ok done.

Hai Faris Ikmal Madnooq . Terima kasih. Kau sedarkan aku yang aku tak patut hargai orang yang langsung tak kisah kalau aku sakit ke mati ke apa ke sekalipun. Aku cuba doh kawan ngan kau. But things changed , you have Adib Iskandar kan who will hear all your stories kan. Maybe kau tahu masalah aku kan tapi that wouldn't change nothing buddy. Yeah maybe kalau lepas ni aku cam dah malas nak tegur kau , sebab aku penat. Aku asyik hargai orang yang bakal tinggalkan aku. Macam mana dengan orang yang selalu hargai aku ? Selalu tanya aku okay ke tak ? Aku layan dorang cam apa je tau. But from now on , I'll learn to love them. Okay ? Okay. But don't worry , even after this we're not close anymore , i'll always be there when you need me hm.. InsyaAllah ok. Dah la. You are the nice one and kawan aku suka kau hahaha apalah mon hmm. Be happy Faris.

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Part three ?