Salam people :)
So here it is , since Ive been through too many ups and downs in my life this year , why not we have a little bit of flashbacks lol. Haha , okay lets start from the beginning. On the beginning of the year, 2014 , I have lost too many people in my life. Yeah but i keep them safe and sound in my heart. Who took me from them ? I would like to say that hmm Mrsm Taiping took me ? Haha but nvm I'll go with the flow :)
Im not that regret for pindah Taiping but I little disappointed for what happened. Yeah I know there's always have a bright side of everything so it is we who should figure out where's the bright side. Well I think i found one. Haha. This totally kills me. Know what , yeah one of the things that I very very very ugh macam payahnya nak terima kenyataan , hmm yeah someone who I being closed to also pindah masuk Taiping. And HE got his very very new life there i don't know if ada jin ke syaitan ke yang sampuk dia till he changed a lot okay a lot. Maybe others give me look macam lek ah manusia berubah kan. But its different. Its like you lost the half you. Yeah it's the most suitable words that suits me well. It hurts. Then , what should i do? I find my other half by myself.
Who's the other half of me? Haha. Payah nak teka en because I am very complicated as bitch. I have to brace myself and get through all of this kind of tests for me. I found a very lot of friends here. But, the best will always stay. Till now, i can count who are the people that i very very need in my life. In other word, the half of me. Yeah bosan en dorang nama dorang asyik kena mention je kat sini en hahaha. Nevermind , not this time lah. I believe that our friendship will last forever. Please Allah hmm. And also , throughout this year , tears are the main actors.
I learned to live that not everyone in your life will stay. If they want to, they will. Don't force because it hurts inside. So let them go. I set them free. Maybe it is not our rezeki nak kawan lama lama. Bila Allah bagi rasa sayang dekat dalam hati dalam waktu yang kita rasa sangat tak tepat. Bila orang yang kita sayang nak pergi , pedihnya siapa tanggung. Yeah berat mata memandang , berat lagi bahu yang memikul. Haha bye Zakwan. Yeah i know that I am a very very tak guna punya kawan haha bodoh udin tak pandai appreciate orang. But , i see the same thing in you. Maybe i see that you don't appreciate me as well. You don't see what i have done to you even a single thing. You don't see that i sleep very lambat nak mampus semata mata nak buat sebiji origami nak kasi kau sebab kau sedih, tapi at the end , kau marah aku and kau tenggelam dalam emosi kau. Kau tak pandang pun aku , well we're done right ? You will maybe find your new life in UK. Nak cakap yang aku tak pernah lupa kau and aku selalu doa untuk kebaikan kau sekalipun kau benci aku ke apa. Sorry menyemak dalam hidup kau hahaha .
Done part one .
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